..up my ass and entails spending thousands of dollars I could have left to my kids or charity and have foolishly spent and am spending on this project. I'm gettin' gimpier by the year, can't get anyone to go boating with me, and yet..I persist. A triumph of hopeful notion over cold reality. I mebbe should be riding buses to Reno with the other gamblers...or touring sixty countries of Europe in six days on a bus of geezers drinking and hearing stories of Mobile or Gary or Helena Montana and the good old days....