and I'm starting to feel like it's time to set sail again. On the one hand, my problem child is turning 18 in a month and we are a ways from have having him stable and on his own (best guess is 2-3 years). On the other hand, my little sister passed away at 9:57pm this evening from cancer, reminding me yet again that life is too short not to follow your dreams and right GOD DAMN now. before it's too late!